A Dangerfield Manifesto Update October 1st, 2007

Listening to:Teedra Moses " Complex Simplicity"
Mood : Tired

Hello everyone...
Life is very complex...yet so simple.... I have had a multitude of feelings and emotions while I'm working on the final edits to my book...So many emotions..Such a story I'm pretty sure I'm going to ruffle feathers..but know what..fuck it...
anyways...I'm wondering if anyone has seen the movie "The Secret". It has been recommended to me and i will be watching it sometime this week...It's supposed to be life changing....We will see...I'll let you know my thoughts over the week...I'm killing myself in preparation of releasing A Dangerfield Manifesto.... When I say that I mean i am working night and day....No suicide.....yet....whatever it takes to sell a book...I'm in the business of selling books people...anyways...back off my tangent...

I was speaking today about the effects a person can have by doing the simple things...
I ask.... do you appreciate the simple treasures in life?? I'm serious and I would like to pick your brain on this...
Do you appreciate waking up in the morning?
being able to brush your own teeth?
Wiping your own ass??
Do you appreciate being able to read?
Having food in the refrigerator?
having a job?
Having one friend to talk to?
A significant other to hug?
Kids who yearn for your attention?
I wonder.....

I came to this point as I deal with my own paranoia
Having someone in my life who has opened my eyes...to the simplistic things...
It's not about the gift...
it doesn't matter how much it costs..
it doesn't matter what the gift is

It is the act that matters...
the production of the gift...
how it is given...
lt is about the meaning behind what is given...most gifts are given for selfish reasons...like to show what an individual can do for you...as opposed to taking the time to put some thought into it being special...

you don't need a holiday to do something nice for people you care about....
Crazy...
I am working on allowing myself to let someone to get close to my heart.............and we are on the right road..
It's easy for me to keep a distance...So hard to let someone in to see the good in my heart...
Now listening to: Robin Thicke "Complicated"
Mood : Burnt out.....