Currently listening to :
I Want to Know What Love Is
by Foreigner
Current mood.... Hungry for success....
It has been a struggle to come out with this book. Sometimes I feel dragged down by the energy of those close to me......
I ask...have you every been frustrated by other people around you?
Frustrated by their inability to follow through with what they say?
Frustrated by their constant talk about what they are going to do with a lack of action?
Have you ever felt as if sometimes it is just best to say nothing because people don't necessarily want to hear the truth from your mouth?
Sometimes I get tired of the position I have put myself in.
I have become a hostage by my own love.
The love of those close to me, unconsciously I despise being looked upon for leadership.
But my ego won't allow me to take the backseat.
It's crazy..My hunger for a glory, I get self satisfaction from being the first option people turn to when they need help...crazy,sick....I don't know
I am making so much progress with the book...I am close to finalizing a release date, finishing up the cover and final edits as we speak.....It is great feeling.
I'm in love with the new Keyshia Cole album.....It's no secret I have a special fondness for hoodrats who make it out the hood....lol... I especially love track #3 called Fallin Out...I've decided to add it to my unofficial soundtrack to "A Dangerfield Manifesto".
I will be filming the trailer for "A Dangerfield Manifesto" October 13th- October 20th
Contact me if you are interested in participating....
I'll leave you with couple of thoughts from my mind this past week
I've been hurt so many times before...just tired of hurting....tired of pain...I'm a man full of contradictions...A man who has made his share of errors...a man whom from the outside appears to have made some decent decisions...except love...my decisions have helped everyone except for myself.. Why do I continue to do this to myself. I thought I could be strong enough to handle this...but I'm not....I'm so mentally fragile...so mentally weak...
2008 A Dangerfield Manifesto will be in stores.....Stay tuned for more Drama from Dangerfield Artistic Entertainment
Now listening to " When a Womans Fed up by" R Kelly
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